Friday, May 24, 2019

3/15/19

My nightmares are coming true.  I'm tired of hearing the screaming. It's like when you're alone in your car and scream at the top of your lungs- and you're the only one who can hear it. That's what my head sounds like. The buzzing sound in my ears won't stop

I'm scared that if I love people they'll die.
I'm scared that if I ever believe someone loves me then they will die.
I can't lose anyone  again that I love like I loved my curly grandma. 
I keep getting so angry that I give myself a migraine.

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