I feel like my head is running in circles and circles and I'm just looking for a place to stop. But there is nowhere. I can't find somewhere to stop. The questions won't stop. The thoughts won't stop. The worrying won't stop.
I just wish I knew what silence was.
I wish I could just breathe.
How am I supposed to breathe when my head won't stop racing and looking for any possible exit?
How do I stop feeling like this?
I just want it all to go away.
I wish I could look away.
I wish I could stop wanting what hurts.
I wish I knew how to distance myself from pain.
I wish everything would just go away.
I want everything to stop.
My thoughts aren't good for anything but hurting me.
How do I look away?
How do I keep looking forward without looking back
Just make it stop.
Just go away.
There is nothing here for me. I just wish I could forget about everything that hurts. I just wish I could stop feeling. I just want to feel alive.
What does that feel like?
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