5 p.m.
I'm not ready to lose Tico, but I know that it is his time - he is absolutely miserable.
Carley has taken up my entire heart and will be my rock while I mourn the loss of Tico.
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I'm tired of fake love; it's all just pretend.
I just want to be wrapped up and thrown into the bottom of the ocean.
No one is lonely without me.
I'll never be that to anyone.
I'll never receive the kind of love that I give.
Do you know what it feels like to have to beg people to spend time with you?
I've never known anything else.
The more I distance myself the more I see how little I mean to people.
My heart feels locked inside of a box that I've lost the key to, and I have no one who will help me try to find it.
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