4/4/19

7:11 p.m.

I'm slowly starting to feel less weighed down by my life and this world.  I wish doing the right thing didn't feel so wrong. I just want closure with the things that give me anxiety.
I'm slowly trying to learn how to change my thoughts.
 I just wish my thoughts would stop racing so much. Because every time I try to change one bad thought, a bad thought comes up in my head right after that. I feel like my brain is playing a 360 degree version of tug-of-war because every side of my head is being pulled at.