2 a.m.
I think I've lost control of my mind. Maybe I belong in an insane asylum because at least I would fit in there.
I'm tired of having flashbacks to thing I've said or done that were a mistake, or caused harm or a divide between me and someone else. Why can't I forget? Why do I have to keep being reminded of my fuck-ups over and over and over again?
I wish I could forget that I'm not normal.
Will I ever be fixable?
I don't know. I don't know if I want to know. Chances are I probably can't change myself in the first place.
7 a.m.
How do I learn to not care about other people's thoughts?
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